I not a religious person. I wonder sometimes if that's a mistake. I guess I'm looking for answers, answers that im not getting. Is there really a GOD? Is there life after death? And if so where do we go? I don't know what to believe, and to be honest, I don't know just exactly what I would be satisfied with as an answer. I want to know where my dad is, and how he is.

First of all, I married a man that is twice my age. No, he doesn't have money, people seem to think that he does, why I have no idea. As a matter of fact, a guy who seemed to have a little crush on me (and was totally denied), told my then soon to be husband he needed a prenup, implying I was a gold digger, huh what an ass.

First of all, I married a man that is twice my age. No, he doesn't have money, people seem to think that he does, why I have no idea. As a matter of fact, a guy who seemed to have a little crush on me (and was totally denied), told my then soon to be husband he needed a prenup, implying I was a gold digger, huh what an ass.

Why are we here? I often wonder if the" creator" of the world thought man kind would turn out like this. Are we a disappointment? Just based on the happenings where I live, people suck.