I'm so pissed at everything, I have so much anger in me. "The usual." It works like this.... I get a job right. Then I leave the job for something else, something better. Then It magically happens, what I like to call the "ghost effect." The Job I had, "Job A," before "Job B" either,

1 lost its say in a corporate dispute and was shut completely down. So some other company could make their way and buy the land to put another store in the same spot.  

Or 2 Completely fired all their staff and a new crew was put in to replace the old. 

This all happened while I am working for Job B.

While working for Job B, hours are getting cut, people are getting fired cause of stupid reasons unknown, even to them, but I am still working so it's ok. Right? Knowing that my time will probably come next, I start filling out applications for other employment. I never get a call back cause of the references on the application are not legitimate working people for that company.  Those businesses have been modified or they are not running at all any more. Because of the business market I keep getting throw around like a Rag Doll from trashy corporation to a  going to be trashy corporation.  Even in my living situation. I want to live in the same spot for like 5 years, but that won't happen anytime soon. Everything that I work for or towards just blows away with the wind. I'm always so mad at everything, I'm just building Castles out of sand. One Swoosh of wind and I have to start all over again, and again, and again, and again. I know that the only thing that is certain in life is that it never ends and it never fails. I am a very Fluent person and very witty person but what is the point of being witty, when most of your sanity is gone.